Hitsugaya Toushirou

2010-11-01T06:20:00.001-07:00

Finally i realize that i'm nothing with out you
I was wrong , forgive me
Now you wouldn't even call me , the distance that's already between us ,
The space between us is wider and further than strangers
Thinking of your words once and again , they were lies and excuses
One person and one love was everything i was used to
I should erase you when this night goes by
It must be like that when i think of you that left me
You don't know anything but my heart hurts
If you smile a little, i feel good
I prayed every night hoping that this day wouldn't come
And i have the habit of talking to you on my own
I don't even know how it ended up like this
I thought i wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
You don't answer anything when i cry out "I miss you"
I worried and anxious because i can't approach you or talk to you
Don't look back and leave , don't look for me again and live
Because i don't regret loving you , take only the good memories
Somehow i'll bear it , somehow i'll resist it
You should be happy even if we are like this , day by day i become dull
Even if we bumped into each other
You act as if you don't even know me and follow your way
I never had the smallest regret , please do well even if i'm gone
I hope when you leave me your heart feels relieved , Forget me and live
I hate pain , what do i do with my feelings that have grown deep
Oh since the day you left me , i can't do anything at all
Everything stopped , Everything ended , my everything is fading
Even if i close my eyes ,in my memories your figure is blurry
Because of you i can't do anything
Everyday i'm struggling in a sea hit by waves of yearning
I can't forget you
My breathing is blocking , my heart hurts as i think of you
Are you happy that you left me
If its like this , i hope you will forget me
I hate this, the days without you are long
Without you i cannot show a smile
I miss you but i can't see you when it all ends
A loner left behind, on my own
Please leave me and forget me slowly, so that i can be in pain
~~~~ I'm a Loner~~~~

ECP :D

2010-03-07T05:59:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to ECP and took pics, still have some more but won't show cos of some imperfects ^_^ want to knw what happen go to kok heng blog and see.... lazy type all =D
finally post ^_^

p.s
I MISS MY EX-WIFE ♥

2009-12-05T01:32:00.001-08:00

2009-11-18T07:59:00.000-08:00

Yo ... sry long time no post .. M.I.A for very long .. 'busy"
well just now went to watch "2012" quit a nice movie.. went n watch with
roy,seetho,edmund,jia liang,kai jie, hein zaw, zhi jun n gang wee.
me, roy n seetho meet together den meet the rest add j.p see the 5.45 show
cos the others all fully booked, meet them around 4.15 like that, bought the ticket
den nothing to do , we all took 240 from boon lay n took 1 whole round until j.p
cos we want to waste time... reach j.p at around 5.40 den walk to golden village,
bought drinks n snack , we were just in time for the movie, walked into the cinema
and is was full of people ,we were the last to go into the cinema....
the movie lasted for 2hrs n 30min, the longest movie i have ever seen in a cinema
after the show ended , my bladder was dam full , wanted to go to the toilet a.s.a.p
went to the closet toilet but it was full of people den me n kai jie ran to another toilet n pee, after that we felt happy n excited cos all of the urine was gone, after that the rest went home , left me,seetho,roy n zhi jun, we went to 209 n play basket ball until around 11+ den went home n suddenly was free to post ^_^

13'Day

2009-10-12T18:33:00.000-07:00

WHOOOOzzzz....TOday was my B'day...13th b'day.......
Also is was the last End Of Year Exam paper history..
Was so happy yesterday, school ended at 9.30a.m,
left school at around 9.45
after that went to mac n eat with my friends....
after that went home and changed...
wanted to go swimming at Jurong east swimming complex but i was closed...
alot of ppl wanted to swim...zomg....den went to eat at the kopitiam near jurong east swimming complex .... me edmund and Kai jie ate two plates of chicken cos
is was so nice n we were so hungry, after that went color court n play basket ball
untill 6.30..... i invited ze hau, edmund and kaijie to eat at Swensens..... we ate n den the b'day cake arrived ..... i told my family to sing softly but they sang so loud!... ps sia when they were singing i put my head on the table n cover my face.. after that we ate the ice-cream cake.. its was delicious i saw the bill its was $172.90 without the price of the cake.. with the price of the cake it would be $200+... LOL....after that went so kai jie house to watch shutter.. the thailand version... quite scary....around 9.30 kai jie mom sent me edmund n ze hau back home.....
well i haven't received any presents yet..... went home empty handed...............

2009-09-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

Yo Supp ps long time no post......."Busy"
Well Yesterday was AWSOME went back 2 BLGPS
Saw Alot of old faces that i've never seen in a VERY long time
Went 2 BLGPS around 1130 cos Rauf, Ziana, n Eyqyn went 2 my house ....
den went to BLGPS... not alot of ppl where there
we could only go in at 1.30 but the guard let us in at around 1.45
n only a teacher could bring us in..but luckily Mdm Nortlita went n brought the 6/4'o8 pupils in when it started 2 rain
went in and saw that the school have change abit but it looked the same
chit-chat with mdm norlita abit den they say 2.30 must go out...
did not have time 2 walk around the school.....
but i had alot of fun talking my old friends!!!
Hope next year would be better..^_^

2009-07-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

We Won the inter-class sec 1 soccer YEAHHH
we fought against 1e3 1st... score 3-0..we won
den fought against in semi-finals 1T2.. (lucky hockey boys came back and help us.... Fateh,Aidil n Iszuan ^_^) den took penalty Fateh saved a few balls and den scored.....We won (again)
Den its the Finals we ... 1N2 vs 1E2... They were quite good.... but in the end...
score 2-0... WE Woooon WHOOOOO...
THE CHAMPIONSSSSSS 1N2!!!!!!
after that match every 1 was silent like we lost but its bcos every 1 was tired or
maybe some other reason...
den after getting the trophy we all went home.....
Our team was Awsome!!!! Yea!!
YEa We RockZZZZZZ 1N2!!!!
ALL FOR 1 , 1 FOR ALL!!!!!

2009-07-08T05:01:00.000-07:00

2009-05-28T23:42:00.000-07:00

Whooo..
finally got back from sec1 camp ....
it was hell but also quite fun
1st day got into groups n went 2 rock climbing
it was fun i got 2 the top ... so did a few people
but most of the people in my group all went 3/4 of the wall den went back down
2nd day went kayaking .... quite fun cos kayak in the sea at pasir ris and it was a 2 sitter kayak
we need 2 partner a girl but there more boy den girls
in each kayak was a boy n girl but i was lucky i kayak with edmund
quite fun n tiring after that went back 2 camp
had a campfire quite fun n funny
after that ate dinner n went 2 sleep
3rd day woke up eat breakfast ..did some cheers n area cleaning after that
the bus arrive n went back 2 JWSS
the bus stop out side of school den i went 2 J.P 2 buy mac den went home.
Home Sweet Home.....

2009-05-12T03:34:00.000-07:00

2009-04-27T02:02:00.000-07:00

Muhaha...I'm Back from teh DEAD...
not really just lazy post..
welll tod@y make new ez-link card
change 2 the blue 1 instead of the orange 1
the new 1 my fast wah dam funny sia
even Mr khan say he didn't reconise me sia
cos my spec degree VERY HIGH so got flash
so take out my spec den take n the WORST thing is
that the pic is taken in PRIMARY school
secondary school ez-link card but primary school photo...LAME!!SIA!
well my card sapose 2 hav $3.96 den the ppl help me top up $1 lol
den got $4.96 hehe so good
but they still minus the same amount only 44 cent hehe!!
well i'll try 2 update ASAP
cos M.Y.E(mid year exams) just a few day later
so wish me LUCK..... peace out!

2009-04-03T06:58:00.000-07:00

Ohhhhhh yeah
today was promotion day for sec 1 ncc cadets
so brought my full uniform 2 school
after school went 2 the toilet n change with naresh n arif
den wait till 1.55 pm den fall in
took the bus 2 westspring secondary
the school dam big n got lift also
dam good school....the canteen was like just beside the carpark
we went into a room n saw other school at the room 2
n i saw rauf there
in the room we saw some videos n free-style drill
it was cool... the ceromonywas quite short n went back 2 school about 4+
but now we are private n private no rank so its ok..... well it was fun.....

2009-03-30T00:09:00.000-07:00

Well yesterday,yesterday was roy birthday so
me roy n yuan ming go sentosa n celebrate...
we went there played the "Luge"
dam fun we bought the HOT deal
thats buy 2 get 1 free...means buy 2 rides get 1 free
n only 4 $18.00 so cheap so bought it den played the "Luge" 3 times
n went on the Skyride 3 times
while on the sky ride yuan ming go throw his helmet from the ride den
taiko kena the drain dam funny
after that went 2 the beach n played we burried yuan ming in the sand dam funny
after that we walk her walk there 2 find the toilet den finaly found the toilet after we bath
we went 2 take the shutter bus from sentosa 2 harbour front dam long cos got traffic jam
den me roy n yuan ming sit behind the bus after that got 2 sailors come approach us
den he ask yuan ming name he say his name was jeffred n i said mine was david lol
they believe lol den took like almost 1 hour 2 reach harbour front after that we took the train
2 lakeside n went 2 roy house 2 eat cake
we put the cake on each others face LOL dam funny ^_^

2009-03-23T01:46:00.000-07:00

WAHH dam angry
i did the ace learning fast 2min52seconds den kena scolding
dam i just did is fast but atleast i pass den need 2 do CWO
go 2 the carpark n sweep dam tired after that went hm
my points 100 den minus 4 demerit points den now 96 point
dam i wanted 2 keep 100 points all the way
change sitting arrange in class
walao no need sia i sia right at the back cannot see anything n cannot hear
how study sia ..... just need 2 wait till trem3 den can change hope it comes fast......

Happy Happy Birthday !!

2009-03-19T23:38:00.001-07:00

Went 2 roy house 2 meet den took 178 2 Jurong East Libry
yesterday Mr. Fadir Birthday so i said happ belated birthday Mr Fadhir
we cannot book the disscusion room cos ppl alrdy book
so we study at the cafe we play abit also
after that we went 2 cut the cake at the J.E entertament center outside
very funny we sang the happy birthday song n mr.Fadhir blush
den he cut the cake yueling go throw a piece at Mr. Fadhir
while she did that i go put the cream at his face Dam funny
he did't notice it hehehe
den the cake was quite nice i took a strawberry n a few piece of the chocolate
i also ate a piece of the cake no body want eat so i eat
den got like 3/4 of the cake left den we say we give Mr. Fadhir
we go take the cake cos his birthday what...
after that took 178 n go hm......^_^

2009-03-16T17:35:00.000-07:00

Sup yesterday just came back frm ncc annual camp at JWSS
3day-2nite..
very very very tireing
1st day was ok early morning do P.T
den kena 60 pumping by ma'm
cos we nvr greet as a cours
ever 1 did pumping acept for sirs n ma'm
den did drills for the whole day....at nite got night walk
we blind-fold our self n walk around the school at nite
not scary cos got our senior follow us
den sleep in a tent outside of the hall.
second day.... did P.T again
den morning run out side school
came back n eat breakfast
did some drills den eat lunch
after that we went 2 play spider web
DAM FUN if we kena the string our senior will paint our face with camo cream
n got some 1 with colgate 1st i went through the web 3/4 finish den i nvr kena
so i proposely touch the string
den i step the string very unlucky my whole face got creaM n colgate
very funny every 1 kena face paint no 1 went out of the web with a clean face
very hard 2 wash of the cream very HARD took me half an hour 2 wash off all the cream
den at nite eat dinner after dinner got cadets night very funny
one of our adviser came back he was very funny
we laugh alot after that went 2 eat supper den sleep in then class room
3E5 very cold i every 5 min keep waking up
den 1 of the senior woke us up went 2 bath
did P.T again again
den eat breakfast
den wore full uniform very1 look cool in the uniform
den got parade den went back hm ...
over all the camp was quite fun
went back hm n slept the whole day...

p.s sry very long nvr post com spoil hehehe

2009-03-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

WEll tomorrow going ncc camp FEAST so tuesday den come back n monday
n tuesday no school!! yES
well now packing for tomorrow
well staying there for only 2day 1 night i think

2009-03-06T18:09:00.000-08:00

1N2 Class photo 2009!!

2009-02-28T20:38:00.000-08:00

Well yesterday went 2 libry n meet Mr Khan
at discussion room 1 talk-talk... had some laughs
den mr Fadhil come in slowly the room no more space
den 12+ got break den only 15 mins i so hungry cos nvr
eat breakfast den after going libry i faster go eat den
go hm.........

2009-02-21T04:50:00.000-08:00

welll went 2 the libry n meet Mr khan den saw Mr fadhil
LOL..so do hw ...
after that me,roy,edmund n geni went 2 I.M.M
we go eat 1st cos every 1 hungry
me edmund n roy eat hokkien mee so much
den edmund make me laugh until almost vomit
den slack...play catching......
den saw yue ling.....Bitch
after that walk-walk....
den roy treat ice-cream
we eat will walking 2 the bus
every 1 took the same bus n went hm.....
well wanted 2 play badminton
den geni cannot so me n roy walk edmund n geni hm
they live near each other....
den me n roy walk hm
so tired *sigh*
not bad lah 2day quite fun ^_^ :D

Valentines Day

2009-02-14T06:04:00.000-08:00

Love is in the Air
the day that only comes ONCE a year
well heres what i did on valentines day...

wake up...bath
go JP n meet yuan ming
eat MC donald
after that take MRT 2 jurong east
at there go J.E libaray 2 meet Mr.Khan
at Libaray saw...
Arif,Afiqah,Aidil,Anisa,Cindy,Iszuan,Naresh,Sheryl,suhermanto n Vinodh
we nvr study..wel do little bit hw only den see avator at arif HP
den 1+ m, iszuan,aidil,manto n yuan ming(yuan ming also follow)
go eat MC donald at I.M.M
after that me n yuan ming go jp
the rest went back hm
at jp we saw until "YO" Yi lin,shirley n junior "YO"(Yi lin small sister)
after that me n yuan ming go see "The Wedding Game"
not bad quite funny also
after that saw JJ lin(i also dunno who)
at jp the stage so many people sia
dne i STUCK!! in the crowd for like 10 mins
so pack until cannot move....
den i push my way out
den i was like Thank God
finaly out of that spot
den went 2 arcade 2 play
den walk walk abit
den go hm....
well not really boring anyway

FRIDAY THE 13th.....

2009-02-13T05:07:00.000-08:00

THE unluckyest day of the year .....
yea today i very unlucky
well not very unlucky
durning school normal nth happen
den until after school
well nth much 2.....
den after NCC today
take the bus
press the bell...
den got jam...
i pressed the bell be4 the jam den
reach the bus stop the back door of the bus nvr open
den i was shocked!!
stupid bus driver nvr open the door
so the next stop i go down n walk hm
dam unlucky.....

2009-02-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

Arhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I BURNED MY HAND!!!!!!!!
dam .... my whole left hand kena burned
so pain my hand dam RED!!!
dam soup so hot utill burn my hand
so badluck........
nvm will heal very(maybe)soon
nvr going 2 drink soup every again dangerous
sosososo careless....

2nd day of cca

2009-02-06T05:34:00.001-08:00

Not much rlly..
just like normal training
1st we confirm ur uniform size
den the "Staff" bring us 2
do some exercise
after that the we play a game called
"Blow Wind Blow"
fun game played at the hockey pitch den started 2 rain V.V
so went into the music terrence
n played "Blow Wind Blow"
dam fun n funny sia
after that went 2 class n took back n went hm......

2009-02-05T03:29:00.000-08:00

SOoooooo bad luck..
durning science last period i broke a test-tube
den must pay 50 cent 2 the teacher
so cheap LOL
lucky got 50 cent in my wallet
after that went 2 JP with suhermanto,amirah n sheila
went 2 MAC n eat .........
den went 2 libry go in den i go hm left manto n amirah n amirah friend(dunno who)
sheila bastard make me follow her 2 her block downstairs.....
den no bus 2 take so i walk hm.. came bck so tired
put down bag n went 2 shower.........
boring day anyway........

psps nvr post for long time cos always come hm late from school
got something after school 1......

The 1st day of CCA

2009-01-30T02:57:00.001-08:00

Soooo.....
tired...
1st the "Sir" talks about the Ncc History
den we try the uniform...Shirt...pants..boots n cap
well after that we talked den we talk the Sirs say today no
need go running or anything just talking about the cca
DEN! 1 dumbass no brain son of the shit ask 2
go do running den the Sir say go do
walao dam hard
need do pumping(pumping=pushup n dam hard)
running here n there...
after that all the uniform groups
go 2 the parade square n sing the national enthem
after that go back... so tired... arhh!!!!

CCA!.

2009-01-20T03:06:00.000-08:00

So good i go into NCC
I put as 1st choice den kena so good
Sooooooooooooooo......
good got my best friend hehehhe
i can nvr tell..!!

1st day of school

2009-01-02T17:48:00.000-08:00

1st day of school was ok
Jwss is not bad also but only the uniform need tuck-in
met my math teacher MR Khan
n my english miss siti
the rest need 2 find out on monday
well i counted over 40+ ex-BLGPS went 2 JWSS
thats awsome!!
atleast can still see some old faces

2008 a year 2 remember

2008-12-31T09:57:00.000-08:00

2008 gone in a flash ..
had alot of fun in 2008 manythings i thought i nvr overcome
but i did ^^
2008 the GREATEST year of my life!!
i had a lot of fun i had alot of 1st times
like going on the singapore flyer n other stuff
went 2 countdown at Boon lay since i had now where 2 go
saw alot of friends n had alot of fun
i spent my last seconds of 2008 at a burger stall
dam waited for the burger so long until i dunno
alrdy 2009 then i heard the fireworks
n said: OMG so fast 2009 dam....
i ask for my burger in 2008 n got it in 2009 hehe
after the fireworsk n every 1 start walk back home
a group of bangalahs started whistleing like retards n
make a hell of noise dam noisy .....
i HOPE 2009 will be a fun year

2008-12-15T22:13:00.000-08:00

001. Real name → MD Jaisani
002. Nickname(s)→ Jai
003. Status →Single!
004. Zodiac sign → Libra
005. Male or female → Male..
006. Elementary → PAP..
007. Middle School → BLGPS .
008. High School → Jurong west sec school
010. Hair color → Black n Little brown
011. Long or short → Short hair...
012. Loud or Quiet → 50% loud, 50% Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera →Camera n must have 20+ megapixles
015. Health freak → nope ...
016. Drink or Smoke? → None i don't want 2 be Dead at a young Age
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → no...
018. Eat or Drink →Drink..
019. Piercings → NVR In my LIFE
020. Tattoos → NVR IN MY LIFE

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → NVR HAD ..
024. First best friend →Hmmmm dunno...
025. First award →3rd place lower pri sports 03
026. First crush → .......
027. First pet → A small bird
028. First big vacation → Went on a Plane 2 somewhere in Asia
030. First big birthday →hmm nevr had.

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → nothing..
050. Drinking →Pepsi
052. I’m about to → Play Dota AT Garena
053. Listening to → nothing..
054. Plans for today → Own ppl at Dota
055. Waiting for →something real cool 2 happen!

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → Sure
059. Want to get married? anything
060. Careers in mind → Hmmm not sure ..

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

068. Lips or eyes →Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Tall..
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both..
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both..
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship......
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant .....

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts → nvr
081. Ran away from home →no planning 2
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense →Every day in skool
083. Killed somebody →OF Cos (In games i killed alot.. HEHE)
084. Broken someone’s heart →Duno
085. Been arrested →Nvr
087. Cried when someone died →Nvr

DO YOU BELIEVE:

089. Yourself → offen
090. Miracles → Sure
091. Love at first sight → hmm 50-50
092. Heaven → Of Couse
093. Santa Claus → not really
094. Sex on the first date →......not sure^
095. Kiss on the first date →Yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now →no
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → no
099. Do you believe in God → Of Coz
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → everyone ...

PSLE Results ARE OUT!!!

2008-11-20T05:10:00.000-08:00

20th november the happiest day of my life!!!!! when i saw that 100% passes for merged stream i was Fucking happy n start hitting ppl near me!!!
only get 169
eng-B
mt-C
science-B
maths-D
well atleast pass n got sec 1 ..
i'm going 2 miss all of my frenz at BLGPS ..i had a great time
so sad it had 2 end......
6/4!!! ROCKZ!!!!!!!!!We Will Own U Noobs!!!!